Just when I thought I had the hardest moments,
I looked around.
There are someone who had them worst.
I'm relieved.

Just when I thought I'm the most unfortunate,
I think of them.
Those who had to live by depending on sympathy,
Then I thougt I'm actually fortunate.

That's just how I feel.
People never appreciate what is given.
Instead they just want to end it.

PArents never understand kids.
Guys dont understand girls.
Everyone is always being underestimated.
somehow.

What we had is a blessing in disguise.
Everyone had a fair share of ups and downs.
Just how are you going to handle that.

I read my cousin's blog.
Full of hatred at home.
Seeking for love outside.

He's just selfish.
He never know how much they worried for him.
But there he is keep thinking he is in the wrong.

But something puzzled me.
Why do people start changing when he turn 15?
WHy must it be that way?
And why is it for the worst?

I was his tutor and I am sad that he take it lightly.
He slept for his paper.
How is he going to secure for his future?
I feel bad because I am unable to change him.
At least make him work.
I've disappoint my uncle.

Being a tutor has its responsibilities.
When your student succeed.
You feel enlightened.
When they're not,
you're guilty throughout.

I never want to pick up that again.
I always wanted my tutor to be the best.
Now I know how hard it was.

The saddest issue is to see people not fasting.
It isnt my problem.
But why are they so shameless?
They dont have to tell the world they aint fasting.
really.
We dont bother to know.

There they are, smoking away.
Like nobody business.
Worst to see them buying drinks.
Or seeing them eating away at fast food.

If girls,we understand.
Even if they're not.
Nobody knows.
People wont go checking if its true.
But what have the guys got to say?

Im too lazy to move my ass nowadays.
With that haze.
CAusing much misery to my health.
And those tiredness.
Its best at home.

Daa~
for now