Friday the 13
is simply something
I dont wish to look forward to

I'm not superstition
But just that this friday the 13
has liven up to its name

Now, I'm missing one close friend
in school.
Donald nah the class manager
the same guy who has always been
my close buddy
my partner
the same guy who likes to disturb me
tease me
the same guy who is there for help
the same guy I saw in that coffin yesterday.

It's so sudden

I used to say I never regret anything that happen in my life.
But now if you were to ask me again, i do!
I regretted not being a good friend to him
after what he has done for me
I regretted not visiting him for the last time
in the hospital
Instead I prolong it.
I regretted to give assurance to him
at least will ease his pain that he suffers

But everything happened for a reason
At least I am thankful
that he dont have to suffer anymore

Still, can somebody tell me it's just a dream?
I'm missing him
And will miss him
Since he's always around me
when he's alive.

May he rest in peace