Most days are wasted.
tsk.

I'm dead bored now

2 weeks of ramadan already.
But I kept seeing people
drinking their way in coffeeshops,
smoking their lungs out.

Its not as though they are not aware of it.
And it is certainly a bad example
to kids especially.

And the recent hoo-hoo-haa-haa
about this malaysian girl
who was killed inhumanly.
Can there be anymore heartless beings around?
She's just a kid for goodness sake.

It just makes me feel scared to go malaysia.
Soo not safe.
Dont they realise it?
The more hijacks& high crimes would just turn people off?
No tourists means little income.
When little income means more jobless people.
No job means no money.
And who suffers?
The kids.

If only people use more of their brain than their heart.
Im not saying Singapore is the safest country.
It has a fair share of harm.
But still I feel safe going out alone.

Talking of brain vs heart.
Most people tend to follow
their heart than their brain.
including me.

usually people would say
"follow your heart"
Often, the decision based on that
is a poor one.


Whenever i end up using brain
than heart
often which people
thought of me as a stuck up.
It really takes some effort to think rationally.
okay?

Im too tired to please everyone.
20 years of pleasing.
being the UN.
Its never easy.
Sometimes I do have my own thoughts.

This time Im not going
to care what you think of me.
I am who I am.
Evil or not I decide.

"but I think the effect wont be long. I will still be the old me.-the one who always got stuck in the middle"
hah~